white side and black side

there was a big conflict that has been bothering me for days. i went to a party that was obviously for asians. i invited my white friends to come and join. before we attend the party, we decided to join one of the white friend's apartment. we had a small gather.

then i got a phone call from this girl. she called me and asked me if i was there yet, so i replied, "there yet? what do you mean?" she told me that we were supposed to meet up at the super 88 at 10 oclock. that selfish bitch decided to stay out there until i show up and make me feel guilty for not showing up. what a move. i quickly made a decision to go to the party and pick her up. i made sure my white knows where the party's at, and then took off. i thought it would be fine. then it struke me on the way to super88- im pretty good at catching people's feeling. it's not perfectly clear all the time, but i can catch black and white (happy or sad). i caught the scent of unhappiness from my zack. he was not happy.

black- i always hate this asian parties. who do they think they are, and why are they so secluded. my asian friend didn't exactly convince me go to the party, but some of the curiosity tookover. i decided to go. when i was getting excited about the asian gatering, i decided to bring them to my place and start some pregaming. then he simply disappeared. saying, "i have to pick a girl up" what am i gonna do now. I can't go to this party without him being right next to me. it will so awkward being there without him. so i stayed and decided not to go to the party. i was definitely angry all night, and i did not want to talk to the boy who convinced me to go. at one point, i was really wanting to go, but now i can't. i just can't.